Suffer and Torment
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my defeat was predicted
whoever knew i would succeed
in the alleys whispers ran through
i lead my own life again - alone
never knew the purpose of trying
mind didn't overcome the heart
so why must i go on

sadness now blinded with tears
wraps my life from the distance of you
impossible to conceal my agony
my tears flow free

why must i suffer and torment
when you laugh at me

now my words are broken
speech contained with fear
losing the one thing that i dear
will it ever come back
i doubt what i wished for
'coz your betrayal wasn't meant for

i'm living a life of dreams
but never will i undo my feelings
how could life be so mean
when honesty was always with me
i'm accountable for my actions
let me go astray...