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| wish i didnt knew i wish you wouldnt go, i wish you wouldnt do what i think you do i think you know, i wish you wouldnt harm yourself like that my friend, i hope you knw theres more to life than this moment and this bend. i thought you had it clear, i thought you understand, i thought you bought yourself more time so you'd could try again, i'm sorry if i cared, i'm sorry if my dare for you to face life better got your unrepairable smeared, so much for promises, your pages in life, i dont see you any less friend, i love you each day for your strive, the steps has to get hard, the distant has to be far, the pills has to be swallowed to matter, the depth has to be deep, the risk has to be steep, and i need you to breathe to matter we're familiar with the cuts, the vomit and cigarette butts, the 'fuck the world's and how it unfurled to be our biggest teenage lust, so friend please don't descend, i've survived and i know you can fist the fight and let's both stop our stupid addiction to pretend. break the needle first, and then we'll deal with the curse, have oxygen low down the amphetamines and time will be our nurse i think this is worth the try, i rather lie to you than to allow yourself and everything i know to die | |